Depression and MS

Dear Readers,

I am so sorry that I haven’t been as active as I try to hold myself towards.

My depression and my MS are at it again, and energy and motivation are very very difficult for me.

It’s hard to come up with new materials when you are feeling…well, more than a bit down, and part of your body and your brain isn’t cooperating.

Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere, though. You all are and continue to be a huge source of support and encouragement for me. Several of you, Dear Readers, have written to me personally and helped me through the worst of my MS related episodes, and you cannot imagine the amount of gratitude I have for that.

But, Dear Readers, it’s hitting me hard this time. Really hard.

And everything ends up suffering as a result.

I tell myself that “this, too, shall pass…” but in the moment, it feels like a lifetime.

I mean, look at this, my painting desk:

It is absolutely atrocious. And I stare at it almost everyday. I can’t seem to bring myself to clean it. I know it needs done. I know I would probably feel better once it was done. But the motivation just isn’t there.

And for those who may be concerned, yes I am getting help for this, but it seems like it’s going so very slowly. Yes, I know it’s a process, but it’s just really rough.

So, I’m sorry for the lack of content today. I’m sorry that my content has been lacking, as I feel like it has. And I’m sorry if I let anybody down.

But I’m going to keep going. I committed myself to doing this and sticking with it. No matter what.

Thank you to each of my subscribers, and thank you to all of my premium subscribers you guys make it worth it. Even if you’re one of my readers who doesn’t or hasn’t subscribed, I think you too.

Until next time, Dear Readers…